Life goes on...

After much guilt and some sleepless nights, I think I have come to terms with the fact that Shadow is gone and it was something that was inevitable. Does accepting this make me miss him less, not at all... I have now opted not to come home at lunch, which I would do everyday... spend some time with Shadow and catch up with Days of Our Lives. My lunch hour now consists of me going for a walk around the industrial park where I work and then eating my lunch. The extra walking will come in handy for my walk weekend and will also, hopefully, help me get back on the wagon of weight loss. So wishing it were two years ago.